Happy Fathers Day :-) So far we are having a great day! Mike got some clothes/beer/candy/cards for fathers day :-) He is pretty satisfied :-) Kiddos are playing, im watching LMN then church later tonight :-)
So tonight i take my last dose of clomid for this cycle :-) I am so excited! I am trying to keep myself busy so i dont "think about it" too much; so far so good. The first time we did clomid every single day (starting from the day my cycle started) i was on edge with excitement! This time its different! Im excited and hopeful, but i dont let it hinder my every day life like i let it last time. Last time i KNEW i was going to get pregnant, i prepared myself for it, but i didnt get pregnant. So i guess this time i have learned to be ready for the let down. Yet i am extreamly excited to know that we can actually try this month :-) So until i find out if its positive or negative i will not do things differently in my life; i will go on about my every day activities, a glass of wine here or there, busy busy l.ife style :-) I also think that "not thinking" about it will help a great deal :-) So i go to the dr. on the 21st to see if my eggs are ready. If they are then we will do the ovidril shot and start trying that night :-)
Prayers :-)
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