Thankful For What I Have

Gosh with so much going on this new year i am so thankful for what i have. It is really bothering me that my sisters husband lost his father recently. Because i sit here and put myself in his shoes but with our mom and i know the day that she goes it will tear my world apart. I am so thankful to still have my mother in this world with us.

I am so thankful that my sister and i have some how grown closer within this past year; i think closer than we have ever been before. I miss her and Grant soooooooo much but i am glad that we are all doing well.

Tonight i realized how great of friends i have :-) I am thankful for all the wonderful friends i have over here, yet Meredith is just something else. She has been here for me through TRUE HORRIBLE MOMENTS and always finds the right words to comfort me. I may not relize at the moment how much of a good person she is; not until i sit back and look at the whole picture and think "yeap she was right." Even Miranda who went out of her way to watch my sick son the other day while my mom had sugery. Gosh those things mean so much, and these people are TRUE. How many times Brooke has gone out her way to help me when i had surgery or i gave Gaige the wrong medicine once, lol. You know, i am truely blessed. I have an amazing family. A great husband who i love dearly. Two amazing little boys. One awesome step son. A good relationship with my sister :-) Great inlaws and truely amazing friends. I have never ever ever known what a true friend was until now and im so thankful.

I LOVE EVERYONE

And i pray that Meredith and Tony have a safe trip ski'ing cuz i sure dont know what i would do with out my friend :-) And to think, we almost lost our friend ship over a scent circle....LMAO..... bahahahahahaha.. i love you mer bear!