Ouch

Okay, so i am almost done with this round of birth control to try and remove the cyst that i have on each ovary. I was doing pretty good with them, but unfortunalty i do not the the birth control has worked. I go back to the Fertility Specilist on the 4th of April to see it the cyst are gone. I should be about to start my cycle so i am unsure if im hurting because the cycle will cause my cyst to rubture or what; all i know is that they are still there, i can tell.

So when i go to the Dr. on April 4th i am 100% prepared to do another month of birth control. Which i am okay with because i know that my body needs to heal and it would not be safe to bring a baby here with my female body all messed up; not safe for the baby. I have full hope that it wil happen and it will happen when God is ready for it to happen. My main worry is that this painful cyst will get worse and the Dr. will want to do another surgery. I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE SURGERY BECAUSE OF A CYST AGAIN!! If anything, and the cyst is still there, maybe they can increase the birth control to help the cyst demolish.

I am still super excited about us having a baby one day, hopefully getting pregnant this year. But i look on the bright side and all this extra money i am making with scentsy I can put in savings for the house :-)

Whoop Whoop... we have so much good coming to us this year.. just want to avoid surgerys!